You know, I have a lot of things to do this week. And I would like to take up the old adage: "The Devil finds mischief for idle hands."
This is so true.
I can easily say the less I have to do in a week that really challenges me, the less I have to do that makes me think, "Wow, I'm doing the things I want in the way I want," the more I feel bad. I do. I just feel bad when I'm not expressing 'me.' The more time I try to deal with daily details, small things and boring to-do items that grind on my creativity, my personality, I(and frankly) my well-being, the more I feel like ending it all, and taking it all with me. (Hypothetically speaking, of course. I don't actually wish anyone any harm, not even my worst enemies, if such things exist.)
I know that I have to work hard to feel good about the things I do. I think I have been expecting my life to magically right itself when I'm surrounded by things that are constantly draining on me, and not helping me grow as a human being. Thankfully, I have been able to limit a lot of that business, and now I am focusing on the most important thing in the world: Me. And it feels really great. My life was meant to be busy. I was meant to work hard. All the time. I like it. I don't know where I got this idea that I should try and slow things down. Let's speed them up again.
How hard have you been working to achieve your dreams lately? What makes you feel inspired? It's funny, it doesn't take much to make me 'feel' successful. I just need to work with people I like, and work hard. That's pretty much it.
Well-being for me is tied to being able to express myself, to create myself, the kind of me I want to be. And I know that there are a lot of things in my life that aren't quite right and that there are a lot of things that never seem to turn out the way I would expect, but I am happy that I am starting to do things the way I want. And, eventually, I will be able to do the things I want, all the time. You know, when I'm really famous!
Then again, maybe that will limit my freedom a bit. Eh heh.
I am happy for my family,my wife and all the friends I have in my life, and I'm thinking of you all the time. This year is going to be the best one ever! Believe it!
This is so true.
I can easily say the less I have to do in a week that really challenges me, the less I have to do that makes me think, "Wow, I'm doing the things I want in the way I want," the more I feel bad. I do. I just feel bad when I'm not expressing 'me.' The more time I try to deal with daily details, small things and boring to-do items that grind on my creativity, my personality, I(and frankly) my well-being, the more I feel like ending it all, and taking it all with me. (Hypothetically speaking, of course. I don't actually wish anyone any harm, not even my worst enemies, if such things exist.)
I know that I have to work hard to feel good about the things I do. I think I have been expecting my life to magically right itself when I'm surrounded by things that are constantly draining on me, and not helping me grow as a human being. Thankfully, I have been able to limit a lot of that business, and now I am focusing on the most important thing in the world: Me. And it feels really great. My life was meant to be busy. I was meant to work hard. All the time. I like it. I don't know where I got this idea that I should try and slow things down. Let's speed them up again.
How hard have you been working to achieve your dreams lately? What makes you feel inspired? It's funny, it doesn't take much to make me 'feel' successful. I just need to work with people I like, and work hard. That's pretty much it.
Well-being for me is tied to being able to express myself, to create myself, the kind of me I want to be. And I know that there are a lot of things in my life that aren't quite right and that there are a lot of things that never seem to turn out the way I would expect, but I am happy that I am starting to do things the way I want. And, eventually, I will be able to do the things I want, all the time. You know, when I'm really famous!
Then again, maybe that will limit my freedom a bit. Eh heh.
I am happy for my family,my wife and all the friends I have in my life, and I'm thinking of you all the time. This year is going to be the best one ever! Believe it!
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